“Epiphany is available everywhere, if we sit with anything long enough it will dissolve into mystery.”
Jayem shares that his extraordinary encounter with Jeshua, in 1987, was the beginning of a long, sustained apprenticeship grounded in a deep and humble devotional gratitude to Jeshua for bringing the “grace–filled Light that heals, awakens, and transforms.”
Although he completed degrees in comparative philosophy and religion, and had explored the paths of meditation and hatha yoga, the unresolved issues of his own human past – including emotional issues of childhood and especially a submerged guilt for participating in Vietnam – had brought him to a place of what he describes as an ‘abysmal failure’ as a father.
It came. First, in the form of intense developmental work with skilled therapists in which he unlocked his childhood pain, and discovered the path of inquiry and the first introduction to recovering and healing the “fractured fairy tales of my youth.” This journey took him all the way to the recovery of childhood abuse, and his own pain found its roots in the experience of his own birth: the death of his identical twin three days prior to his birth. Here was the source of his “survivor guilt;” the basis for a hidden self loathing.
Upon completion of this dark and crucial period of challenging inner work Jeshua appeared, in July 1987. Needless to say, this was the advent of a quantum leap in the true healing journey: the radical transformation in the seat of consciousness itself; the remembrance of God, and the shattering opening of the spiritual heart.
He shares it is quite true that only by teaching do we truly learn, and only by sharing what grace has brought us do we come to know and become that Grace itself. Yet, this is merely the return to an Ancient Beginning, a beginning that is vast, breathtaking, and – ultimately – humbling beyond all imagination. This alone opens the door to true Peace.
From guilt-ridden, tentative channel to a skilled facilitator and transmitter of real spiritual Presence and the capacity to join intimately in the journey of everyone in a group small or large, Jayem is known the world over for his compassionate, clear sharing of Truth and for his ability to rapidly help others ‘cut to the chase’ of the pain, wounds, and illusions that are binding them.
In his own words:
“I am a humbled lover of God, who is but Love, and a sharer of the infinite capacity and intelligence of Love, knowing that each and every soul is the most precious creation in creation. To take up the Great Work of real liberation is to be ‘returned’ from hell to heaven. The soul cannot rest until this atonement is completed.”
Those who have journeyed through the territory of the full range of what it means to be human. To fall, to rise, and to share in gratitude to the one Jayem refers to as “The Beloved One,” is everything. And it is what every soul is involved in, without exception.
He offers himself and his skill and wisdom full out, and prays each who may encounter this pathway will digest it all, heal, evolve, and find ways to express this Great Love in their lives, for the benefit of all beings.